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radlilskafan @ 2005-04-08T06:54:00

2005-04-08T14:02:38Z

i got my braces off!!! here we go

this was the very first pic taken without braces...can you say MYSPACE?

the lovely ali wrote that on my hand

these were all the people at our lunch table who have gotten their braces removed

dur, the cool kids brown bag it

this is my favorite picture ever. i love her

i look terrified

*sigh* i had such a good day

Big-E

tiffy

camshizzle

gwama baby

confused black man

doo rag

i love you
-Raemundo, Billie Jeans, Raeshizzle, gwama, pretty babies, nigga...all my nick names (rae)-

NAPOLEON!!!!

2005-03-30T00:24:33Z

fuck all of you who didnt believe us
cuz guess what...the photo doesnt lie

BAM! napoleon, what now?

radlilskafan @ 2004-11-04T20:25:00

2004-11-05T03:28:16Z

A boy with twisted thoughts
A list covered with names and ink blots
He never knew how much he could amount to
Who knew this could happen, can it be true???

The names seemed to never end
Enemies and assholes…some were thought to be friends
How many could there possibly be?
Was I on there, could one of those names be me?

His life suddenly changed because of this
My thoughts can’t get around this deadly list
Would my friend ever be the same?
Was it really his fault? Who was to blame?

Those names were there for a reason that’s for sure
My head is filled with so many questions its all a blur
Fucking high school hatred ruined him
What if he was pushed to far, what would happen to them?

I can’t imagine 109 deaths at our school
Strangers and friends lying in their own blood pool
And I go back to the question…could one be me?
He couldn’t go through with it…or could he?

What has he done, what will happen in the end
Will I loose him forever, one of my closest friends?
I wish for his safety and for the return of his smile
Can’t things be like they used to…just for a while?

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2004-08-31T04:18:16Z

HELLA YESSM

2004-08-31T03:43:49Z

HELLO i am captain leenimar the 19th I live in a budist community of the coast of URUGLY k bye

Ok so maybe i am still hyper

I am eating peanut butter cookies and cow utter juice......mmmm appetitzing huh?
OK GUESS FUCKING WUT U LIL CHAPPYS!!! WED! IS! WHEN! LTJ! COMES! TO! AZ!
Me and eeber deeber decided since we cannot attend the concert we will just have to act like we're at it! We declared it LTJ MEMORIAL DAY! WOOOOOO HOOOOOO. Let me compose a list
1) we wear our ltj roger signed shirts
2) tape ltj pics to our bodies...hot eh?
3) blare their music in the halls, on our headphones, and on our parents car radios!
4) SKANKIN!.......no not whoring skaning but SKANKIN the ska version of boot scootin boogy

CAN U TELL MY DAY WAS GUDE AND I HAVE HAD TOO MANY COOKIES AND I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO WED!!!!!!????????????????????????

wut a wonderful monday!

2004-08-30T23:58:19Z

OK 1st hour was PE and we continue to play the preppy sport of volleyball with the shit i broke a nails and is my hair ok? but today was fun! i played on a different team and we just messed around! fun stuff...ok second hour me blake and olive just pinched either and made jokes...he always tells mrs. p that she is looking hot and shes prolly 60 or so! good laughs...ummm 3rd hour was spanish. I have it with fran (i made her a nickname...brandon lunch) and dayna, devon, charles, matt, and jon. Usually we count how many K's brown says but today was just funny. English is always fun cuz i have it with eebs. We did something in the book...oh well i still had some gude laughs. Lunch was gude. Me and nicole strutted to BK and ate there. We turned the heat on and dashed out of there HA! Bio was funny cuz winslow finally figured out we've been cheating on exams but the funny thing is...even when we cheat, i manage to get a 60% WOO HOO! Fashion design was funny too. We just cut things out of magazines like ITS NOT ANOREXIA ITS DRUGS and something about gay guys and i dunno we just laughed a bunch.

After school, i must say was the best! As we were walking down to the Y me and Ali discovered an injured pigeon. Which is funny cuz i hate birds and told nicole i wanted to kick one before i died. Cruel...i know. Dont worry! I didnt kick it today. We kinda chased it around and ali pet it. Oh man it flitted around and had like a seizure when ali touched it and i fell to the ground in hysterity! hahahaha gude gude laughs. Another high point was spencer davis talked to me *sigh* wut a heavenly man...haha brad even talked to me SHOCKER! ok well nuff...sorry to BORE U

just another shitty sunday...

2004-08-29T18:13:22Z

This morning I still woke up at 6:45!!! I tried to sleep in by unplugging my stereo completely so it wouldnt trun on but i STILL woke up early...forcing myself to sleep for another hour.

I swayed back and forth stumbling to the living room...haha me and my brother thought we'd be cool and watch spiderman, very dramatic! Then we watch Comedy Central Present Bill Engval and I laughed my little ass off...then some dedicate live...then a bit of monsters inc, and joe dirt! that was about my morning. I figured it was aboot time i got on! haha oh yea...one more thing, i had pop tarts for breakfast!!! yay!

Ali- bravo...those pics and avatars are *kisses fingers MUAH* magnificent!

spectacular!

2004-08-29T06:02:40Z

well wasnt tonight just the funnest! Skyler didnt end up going and neither did kyle so for about 30 minutes it was a gals night out! Then Alec and Clay showed up! I am pretty sure they were a bit tipsy. We watched the movie which made me laugh so hard i cried happy tears! hahahahaha man that cave scene is the BEST!

After the move I gave keith a goodbye (he saw a different movie) and the gals walked around, called skyler, he laughed at me, walked to the fountain, got some cat calls, sat on a bench, took some photos (see just_sing_along user for pics!!!), got picked up, more photos, took ali home, then me and here i be!

Well you just gotta see the pics...they explain alot!

I wish he liked me back........

satans hands are present

2004-08-28T23:23:51Z

yeh gnag

(hey gang...sorry we forgot no one else speaks our satanic language)

Me and ali are chillin yo! right hand and left hand are at it again! "villans...satans villans" - ali

I just picked her up and we listened to the new Satans Mix she burned for me. Its banging BABY! my dad isnt a fan of that kinda music so it was fun listening to it in his car.

Nicole should be over too...I guess she is satans tail...or foot...or bum...idk. But yea she needs to take pics of me and ali cuz we have no pics of us together...just of one another.

Tonight will be the shizznit! We're going to With Out A Paddle at 7:40...be there or be circular. Ali, Nicole, muah,Kelsey, dayna, skyler, and maybe kyle are all going. Thats good considering i like skyler and all! HA!

Ali and me are having oreo olypics right now...diving portion...OH MAN! she just got a 10 on form 9.8 on style...and a 7 on her splash...a little large for such a small cookie.... WELL OUR COOKIES HAVE GONE CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha we're hyper so guess wut GROW GRASS KICK ASS AND DIE HAPPY!

left hand and right hand...and bum should be here shortly

LATERSZSZZSZS

on a friday night...

2004-08-28T03:24:51Z

Here it is...a long awaited friday night and all I can do is sit at home and wonder what everyone else is doing. I was invited to the movies with Kelsey and Britney but that didnt work out to my advantage. Then I was invited to Devon's with Dayna and maybe skyler. I really like skyler but so does dayna...so we all know that the pretty popular one will win...FYI thats not me.

I took a shower then a few hours later a bath. I will prolly end up cuddling up to a pillow and watching some chick flick with the lights out, fan on, sweater, and ice cream in hand. Sounds like fun huh?

School was pretty lame today. haha i had a few wonderous laughs tho. In the morning me and lauren began making 'Vote 4 Pedro' signs and hanging them around the school. A whole bunch of people made more and we had a nice collection going until the white trash skaters decided to ruin our fun. Ali made me laugh in english...o' course. Then she made me laugh some more in Fashion Design! what a suprise! haha. Well i best be on my way...i dont want to bored any one

PS! Why is it everytime i like some one...its either a one way feeling or someone likes them too. Well in this case, its both! A popular gal like him and he likes her back...I bet he doesnt even know i exist

Wednesday already?

2004-08-26T02:31:56Z

Well well well...its true! this week flew by! But it seems like it was way longer than 5 days ago I ran my quad into the house...lets not go there tho

I got really bored of the internet earlier so I got off and actually did all of my homework. I ACTUALLY TRIED on my fashion design homework...hahaha pretty funny so say, fashion design homework. I did a good job on it too...isnt that pathetic? Did my algebra too! Oh man! I am the role model child tonight!

Today I got 1min 30sec on a lap in PE...woo hoo! I didnt do anything but sit around and blankly stare at a wall in math while everyone else did their homework. Spanish made me laugh...i will fill u in on what happened. Yesterday in spanish this kid named charles out of the blue said in a deep raspy voice "hey baby" to matt anderson! OH MAN I LAUGHED SO HARD. Then today Matt was telling him to stop with the gayness and he blew matt a kiss. OH MAN! I love that class for the social purposes. Ok moving onward. english was lame cuz I felt ali was angered at me...not fun , I dont think I talked the whole time but i still didnt do my work....blankly stared at a wall again I think. Lunch...well me and nicole were gunna go to Baskin Robins but met up with Jesse and Devin and went to Safeway with them. I had a peice of german chocolate cake for lunch! oh dang. It was pretty fun. Biology we had a test on elements which I aced cuz I dominated in those last year! Fashion design was gay as usual except for the friends and stuff. We had to do this gay assignment! I found out i have a bitch of a stalker in that class too! Watches every thing I do and she hates me! WHY THE HELL DOES SHE WATCH ME!?!??!

hahah i like how i gave u my life story...well my day story. I guess I'll update later or tomorrow or something PEACE!

yo mundo!

2004-08-25T14:01:57Z

hey all

Sorry I havent updated in while...School and shit ya know? I havent been trying to hard in school right now. I really dont give a shit anymore. I rather just type away on the computer. Sad, I know. I am such a disappointment! haha

My mom wont let me live down my quad accident. Last night she said something like...No rae! I cant believe you! YOU LIED TO ME!

GEESH! its repaired...lets drop it eh?

Today is wed. which means we're halfway through the week *celebration dance* I have no plans for lunch today which means I will most likely starve. Tomorrow is lunch again with Blane. Friday I wanna go to baskin robins but I dunno cuz I have plans with devin at safeway.

Hmmm I still have to finish my espanol...how about NO! damn Mrs. Brown is getting into my head. I spoke in spanish last night to ali! MY GOD! it was ccccrrraaaazzzzy!

K I talk to much so bye

-mundo-

the only words i can explain is in poetry

2004-08-24T00:33:24Z

Emotions I cant explain
Feelings I don’t want to feel
Lost in my cloud of confusion
Why do I feel like crying?
Dying
Lying silent and still
Tears filled with mysterious pain
They fall like rain
I don’t know why I cry
Angry for my own ignorance
How do I not know…
What’s wrong with my own body?
My mind
My heart
Can I continue just turning
Turning my head the other way
Overlook my own tear-streaked face
No longer can I go without caring
But what can I do?

sorry if it makes no sense. I have all these feelings and no other way to explain but writing in my poetry

parish into disappearence

2004-08-24T00:01:04Z

*sigh* wut is there to say about today...?

This morning we cruised the jam packed hall ways oh I'd say about a thousand times. Ali showed me her awesomely rad pants she put her sweat and blood into for about a week! (thumbs up to eebs) I ran into keith a couple times...checked out casey a bit too ;) haha

First hour was a lame game of volleyball that our team happened to win! OH DANG! Second hour was another boring math lecture but the oober sexy TA always seems to spice things up! haha I am pure female...Third hour was prolly the worst! Spanish with brown...how could it get worse you ask? Oh, well i went to the bathroom and I walk in to this horrible rank smell and not noticing the huge pile of regurgitation I step into about a centimeter of it and slip around. Oh god I about made some more of a pile...I cleaned off my shoes about 6000 times and ran my ass out of the stink hole! oh geez...people! the fucking toilet was about 2ft away! did ya miss or something? sick bastards. Moving on...fourth hour. Free writing depressed me. I wrote about the end of summer...yea. Then we talked about poetry and I made myself laugh (pathetic I know but listen) Sandberg said " Edgar Alan Poe was a poet and he..." I butted in with "didnt even know it"

CHEESEY!!!! i know but i chuckled!

Fifth hour...hmmm OH YEA thats lunch. I was supposed to go out with keith but he bailed on me and nicole for a toasted sub at quiznos! fucker! we were supposed to rumble too. I punched him in da gut. Bravo! umm Sixth was Bio...note taking for the rest of the class but note writing to ali for me :D. Seventh hour was fashion design. Gude laughs. I drew pics of all the preps and our lesbian nazi substitute. HA ali was in a hysterical laughing/crying ball because of those pictures...

after school we walked to taco bell...I had a burrito supreme and those cinnamon things...mmmmmmm then walked to the Y and I almost got kissed by this hairy kid who likes me but he got rejected! HA! ok nuff said

PS... Death To Sloth!

god damn

2004-08-23T00:26:13Z

Today...we woke up, watched Sixth Sense around 9am cuz we are cool with the whole waking up early on a sunday thing, ali went home, me and nicole laid out and tanned, got sick of daquiris (sp), watched BRING IT ON (oh dang), went to work out (lasted 15 minutes) took nicole home. I came home and took a bath...it was nice.

I am feeling lonely lately. Used too. I like some one alot...just too bad they arent as interested in me. I want a boyfriend...I dont wanna just be some booty call. I need to feel loved or something. I dunno I am just a big fat fuck

COOL!

live from prescott its ali and rae...a dur

2004-08-21T21:18:53Z

hello world...

Me and Ali are chillin' like villans playing around with livejournal. Its kinda pathetic. We have skanked, sang, danced, eaten, watched movies, listened to Dane Cook, and harrassed cancer bunnies.

Are plans for the near furture include: making fun of my mom and her friends when they play funny games at a baby shower, spy and harrass riley (detwyler) and his friends when they play poker...or polka...i cant recall, watch a freeeeky movie, eat chocolate cake, get fat, march, cry, huddle for warmth, regurgitate, die, reserect, sleep!

Haha i like how we just put random shiznit...do you?

K well nuff said eh? Update laterzzzzzzzzzz

WONDERFUL!!!!

2004-08-21T18:26:12Z

Fuck me! I fucked up bad. Instead of a great night with the gals and keith and casey, I ended up disobeying my mom and driving the quad...the best part was i crashed it into the house avoiding my fat ass dog...So my mistake turned into a big pile of shit. Thus meaning screaming! I am in a shit load of trouble...

I reall have nothing else to say except i learned a great lesson...I am out of the social loop for a while...and I messed up my plans with senior guys

Graceful eh?

allo poppit

2004-08-20T00:58:27Z

hmmm not much happened at school today. I had that spanish test which i passed cuz i cheated! oh dang! see you all in hell, i am so being the devils right hand man...woman...yea

Well taco bell for lunch and laughs that were included. Keith brightens my day no matter what. He's prolly one of the better friends I have. Usually the guys are better to hang out cuz they arent backstabbing bitches. I lub muh boys!

Tomorrows friday! Praise the fucking lord! Peoples be coming over since father is away...I shall play! We plan on watching Jackass the movie...and some scary movie, i dunno which one yet. They dont have to leave till midnight so it should be fun...

Tomorrow I wanna walk to Baskin Robins...we might go with keith tho and be lazy deadbeats. I wanna walk with peter matt hunter and the gang...no worries ali and nicole as well! DUR! wouldnt be fun with out my pals along for the journey!

Not much else to say

SHIT! i have a biology test tomorrow and left my notes and book in the locker...just great...no no...JUST PERFECT! I shuold cheat on that one too...not a bad idea

laterz

another poem

2004-08-19T04:37:28Z

The teardrop fell from her nose
Falling into a proud red rose
Matching the shape of her drooping frown
The rose fell limply to the ground
Black with pain, wilted, it died
Crippled from the dark tears that she cried
It was dead and on the groud it layed
And the girl lies the exact same way

YO HO YO HO A PIRATES LIFE FER ME

2004-08-18T23:10:20Z

Hola, beunas tardes...great, a fucking spanish test tomorrow! smiles! try mullet! i hate that class, the teacher especially! k enough of that the subject makes me mad

Hmm...school this week has been gay if i sit and think about it. Monday was GAY i cant recall wut happened tho...ummm yesterday we got pelted with raindrops at lunch and had lots of homework....today we had to run the god damn mile, i had to finish my essay in math so now i am behing in there, we had to review in spanish then present our speaches in english...i had some good laughs there. ummmmmmmm Lunch was ok...no comment umm Bio was fagalicious and fashion design was just one big preppy mob of girls saying 'omg u look sooo cute'

After school...once again we travel many miles to the Y...not really tho. Ummm hung out there with Derek Eli Jeff Matt Josh Mitch Drew and Nathan...oh yea nicole and kelsey were there too...lol

Whats new with me? Ummm well i say ummm alot if you havent noticed, me and kelsey plan to join the pirate club (thus the subject of my journal), I have plans this weekend!!! (celebrate) ahh i almost said umm again. I dunno i think i am done here.

Check ya later studs

Quote of the hour "pee myself with anger"

dont take this the wrong way...

2004-08-15T20:57:25Z

On the floor I lie and shake
Its becoming harder and harder to stay awake

My eyes are shutting, they are closing tight
As I drift to death late in the night

My knuckles turn white grasping the floor
When I notice you standing at the door

You ran to me and knelt by my side
I listened to you mourn I listened as you cried

I slipped through your fingers, I got away
I left this world with nothing to say

radlilskafan @ 2004-08-15T11:57:00

2004-08-15T18:58:26Z

isnt my day turning into a nice little pile of shit. hmm...

well then...

2004-08-15T16:53:55Z

Guess I didnt get what I wanted. I was woken up by happy little birds chirping. Fucking birds!

I am so terribly sick of school. Grrr! I always have plans on weekends so school is in between making it seem so far away! Not that next friday isnt gunna be as much fun without casey there...ugh why does he have to be so shallow. He cares to much...well you know what, fuck him along with school and those happy birds!

Waking up sucks....wonder if I had a dream...............................

I still dont really wanna do anything today unless one of my friends has a better idea...not that my family is cool enough to let me do anything. oye! I am still *yawn* pretty tired

Thursday my life will get a bit betta. You see, my fasha has a group of buddies called the Pine Pigs and every year about this time they all go up to Pine Top and get drunk! haha their idea of a gude time I s'pose. So my masha is being awesome and letting me have a friends stay the night on school nights and shit. So I am gunna have 3 new sisters for a week! oh dang! OOH! I just smirked! does this mean I am looking forward to thurday? HELLS YA!

living life alone...

2004-08-15T06:11:19Z

tomorrow, i kinda dont wanna do anything, i want it to get really dark outside and thunder and rain hard for a long ass time so I can sit outside and lay under it all...is that weird?

Dark blue billowing ominous clouds, pounidng thunder, flashes of lightning, light scattered rain drops...when the weather is like that I think more clearly, I am more humble with myself, i feel creative...it makes me want to write. I need to write, I have a lot of bottled up emotions right now.

Well my eyes are getting heavy on me, hopefully i sleep in until thunder wakes me up...that would be nice

Later pals

Busty Naturals????????

2004-08-15T01:37:21Z

holy ass...this has been an interesting day...

Got home from kelseys
Showered
Got ali
Went to peters
Got a boyfriend name Javier (peters dog garth who i lub and re-named)
Got new ringtone
Walked to Katies
Stole her dog and re-named it Delilia
Walked back
Ate peanut butter crackers
Watched I love the 80's
Went to hastings
Got Thirteen
Saw tyler
Got a phone call *sigh* he's too hott to be mad at but he's being such a dick
Came home
And here I am

Ali took a few funny pictures.....take a gander after she posts

Guzzle yer soda eh pal....oye!!!